Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in Ziggy's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, August 2nd, 2000
7:48 pm	Thump, Thump, Thump...YAY ITS THE REPAIR MAN! Okay well today I woke up to some "thumps" from the stupid repair guys outside. It was like 8:00 in the morning and I'm like "Whats up with this?" Anyway my day was pretty boring. What the hell...it was REALLY boring. I did absolutely nothing interesting. I just finished the book "Girl, Interrupted" and it was pretty good I guess. The friggin cover scared me because I was walking into my room and suddenly I see this big eyeball lookin at me and I almost peed in my pants . I really can't wait to start High School. It seems like it'll be a lot of fun, but its scary...I'm going to be graduating in FOUR years. Scary. I rememeber when I was in kindgarten...slightly blurry but I can still remember. What the hell am I going to do when I graduate college? I'm not ready to grow up. I'm not ready to do my taxes. Anyways--besides my complaining. I've realized that I actually have a love. LoL...yea cheesy i know...but I do. Have you ever felt like...you would give up your life for this person just because you wouldn't know how to go on without them? They complete you. You look forward to talking to them and you like love them so much you actually start hurting. I don't know if thats just me but i'm in love i guess u could say. I'm really bored right now, so I'm kind of rambling on. But it doesn't really matter..i'm going to end this...so i'll probably have something better to say tomorrow. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 1st, 2000
10:16 pm	Depressed? Who Knows? I feel like an outcast in my family...everybody seems to fit and i'm just here...for no apparent reason. Like my parents my parents treat all my other sisters so much better...like they're loved and belonged...where does that leave me? I've got like the most dysfunctional family...My sisters are cool but my parents? uh no. Theresa and Liz are cool, when they want to be...Liz is all caught up with her boyfriend Brad. The army guy who graduated with a 3.7 GPA top of his class kid who also came from a dysfunctional family. His mom left his dad with Brad and his brother when they were younger because their dad beat their mom. She soon get remarried and then two weeks ago his stepdad walked out on his mom. Brad had to come back from his military duty to come back home and comfort his mom. Liz just got a new dog though. its a pomernian (or wutever) hes really cute but too bad i stepped in its pee..it really sucked. Theresa's cool but she thinks she knows me "oh so well." she thinks that i'm this insensitive bitch who doesn't want to get married and doesn't want kids and so on. I'm like who the fuck are YOU to be making judgements about me when you hardly even know me. I mean my friends know me better than my family does. Now josie...shes just annoying. Like ANNOYING! I can't stand it either. Shes cool and stuff but god i just want to smack her on top of the head until my hands start hurting...thats how annoying she is. Stephanie...oh god dont even go there. shes just so fucking annoying it makes me wanna kill her. She just keeps on asking me questions and its liek "wut the fuck? is this 20 questions or something!?!?" and the last words in our conversation is usually like "SHUT THE FUCK UP BITCH!" and she goes "YOU!" oh god...it just sucks...talk about one hell of a family! I've been crying alot lately...everything just seems to be against me. Sometimes i'll just break down and cry for no real reason. Maybe i'm just depressed. Beverly...shes my best friend...she knows more about me than alot of people do...but sometimes shes just not there for me like a REAL best friend should be. like when i ask her for advice shes like "eh...i dunno" and starts laughing...and i just can't really depend on her. I mean shes alot of fun to be with and shes like my BESTEST buddy but like...it just gets annoying. And then theres Amanda. My best friend since kindergarten. Lately shes been getting on my nerves like mad. Ever since i changed schools she thinks she can just barge right in and steal beverly away from me! i mean its like everytime we go with just three of us she thinks she can hog beverly and leave me out in the blue? HELL NO! that makes me so angry! and ever since we were younger i can totally tell that shes so defensive. She thinks just because shes older than me shes better at everything than me. We were playing tennis together the other day and everytime i'd make the littlest mistakes she'd be like "uh christina..." i got so mad...its like U KNOW WUT!? SHUT THE FUCK UP! so i just stopped talking...and beverlys like "christina why arent u talking?" and she knows perfectly well why i'm not...and amanda comes up with this lame excuse why im not talking "uh i think christinas tired" suurreee ya big fuck...but wutever...i'm sure i'll have better diary entries later. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
9:51 pm	Uh no? How could i describe my day? Busy? Tired? Who knows...Anyways i'll get into the interesting part...I went with Theresa and Josie all over picking up stuff here and there for Theresas apartment at JMU and going to Oakton to pick up my summer reading list. I've really wanted to read "Girl, Interrupted" ever since ari told me that it was a good book...so yea i told my mom to pick it up for me at barnes and noble...but on a better note---i saw katie today. I haven't seen her since whoa...DECEMBER...i totally did not recognize her. I was walking down the aisle in waldenbooks when i suddenly hear a sound of one of those little toy baby books...and i turn my head to see what it was and it was this blonde chick...so im like okay...and i go about looking for my book...and im like "wait, hold up...i know her!" so i look back and katies smiling at me...and we said our hellos and stuff and we chatted...i really missed talking to her...shes like one of my really good friends. Her friend was there and she was kind of like "uh hi" with an attitude so i'm like "what the fuck man? wuts your beef " Anyway that was mainly my highlight of today. I went back to Outersphere because i needed theresa to drive me home and this really bitchy girl is lookin for this hairproduct or whatnot, and my sister was trying to help her find something and was all like rude and shit. Well anyway, i finally got "girl, interrupted" and its already an amazing book. Have u ever really thought that maybe this world is just an act? THat everybody is here just to be like one another? i mean the majority of people don't even know who THEY are. They try to hard to be like other people. I mean i can honestly say that i dont know who i am. this world is a trap and theres no way out. your just stuck? i guess... (Comment on this)